By the name of god

I was 27 surviving my return to saturn
a long vacation didn't sound so bad
was full of secrets locked up tight like iron melting
running on empty so out of gas
thought I wasn't enough
found I wasn't so tough
laying on the bathroom floor
we were living on of a fault line
and I felt the fault was all mine
couldn't take it any more.

by the grace of god
I picked myself back up
I put one foot in front of the other
and I looked in the mirror and
decided to stay
wasn't gonna let love
take me up that way

I thanked my sister
for keeping my head above the water
when the truth was like swallowing sand
now every morning hope
there is no more moaning
oh I can finally see myself again
I know I am enough
possible to be loved
it was not about me now I have to rise above
let the universe call me bluff
yeah the truth will set you free.

by the grace of god
I picked myself back up
I put one foot in front of the other
and I looked in the mirror and
decided to stay
wasn't gonna let love
take me up that way

there ain't no
not in the name
in the name of love
that way
there ain't no
I'm not giving up

by the grace of god
I picked myself back up
I put one foot in front of the other
and I looked in the mirror and
decided to stay
wasn't gonna let love
take me up that way x2