Embracing past

Autumn rain in december
Darkness offers company
Some part of me doesn't want to remember
How could I forget?

I don't wanna talk about of worse
Or of some better
Why can't we stay like this forever?
While the rain has become so much colder
Embracing past it's not gonna last any longer

I keep on thinking
Thinking it's so releaving
To hear how you feel
To know that you're not rejecting me yet

Would you ever think of me?
You know I can't stand when you say so
Oh how much I hate...