Holding on

My tears are cutting through this page like,
Razor blades falling from my cheeks.
And I can't speak, but they, they do it for me.

Well I swim in the ocean, of other devotion,
And I can only hope you'll swim too.
Even though the waters are deep,
And the clouds are rolling through , ohh

I can feel the wind its pushing me,
And I can feel that I’m, sinking slowly,
And as I lose control, I know I’ll never stop,
Holding on, on.

Call it a blessing, call it a curse,
Call it what you will
There's something worse than persistence
But I’m searching still.

See there I go again refusing to give in,
To the possibility of losing my ability to think,
Or to hide, but here I am, opened wide,
Take a look and make it fast, one quick look it better last because...

I can feel the wind its pushing me, yeah
And I can feel that I’m, sinking slowly
And as I lose control, I know I’ll never stop,
Holding on.
Holding on.

The animal in me says,
Survival, survival, survive, but,
The romantic in me says,
Just be alive, wooah…

So I let the wind blow,
And I let myself sink slow,
And when I lost control,
I knew I’d never stop, I’ll never stop...
Holding on.