I devise my own demise

I can't control everything
and i can't forget just what i've seen
these memories take me away
to a better place than i am today

I devise my own demise
Here's to life, the life i'm losing

Its time to say hello goodbye [hello goodbye]
to fade away fade away alone [motherfuck it, goodbye!]
i just want you to take, take me back home
to a better place that i've never known, that i've never known

I can't take control everything [death is the only way out!]
and i can't forget just what i've seen [death is the only way out!]
these memories take me away
to a better place than i am today
than i am today

...This life i'm losing [This life i'm losing]
I devise my... Own demise