Make it better

I want to be seen
Yet I want to be invisible
I want everything
Yet I want nothing at all

All of these thoughts I have
Negate each other
I keep trying to understand
How to make it better
But I cant make it better

I am confident
Yet I always
Seem to doubt myself

I am intelligent
Yet I know
Nothing at all

All of these thoughts I have
Negate each other
I keep trying to understand
How to make it better
But I cant make it better

I want to be seen
Yet I want to be invisible
I want everything
Yet I want nothing at all

All of these thoughts I have
Negate each other
I keep trying to understand
How to make it better
But I cant make it better