Mirages for the eyes of the blind

The light i see is none...
it doesn't shine, doesn't murder the dark
was not created by the white one
not existing for your undimensional eyes
the black i see in none...
not a shattering, but a creating one
a spectrum of unreal colours
and a thrust for your numb existence
you are alive, i am not
you are dead, i'll never be
my face is an earthly mask i never asked for
so i'll leave it behind and will never return
longing for worlds which my astral mind has seen
here i stand, flesh and blood
laughing and crying, betraying the earth
but have you really even thought this shell is me ?
as your reality crashes into the void
i sit beside satan and watch you die