No hard feelings

All the pain that haunts me still.
And all the shame surrounding you.
And all the past that I can't kill, forever wrapped around me.
And all the sadness in our lives, and all the things I can't hide.
And all the fear that's deep inside, from all the years of hiding.

There's a ghost that's inside of my mind.
There's a pain that is haunting me still, and I could never go back and rewind.
And I could never have peace or be still.

Somebody take this away, they took you far away from me.
So I could never find you.
They made me blind but I could see, the loaded gun from behind you.
The end of everything we knew, inside of me and inside you.
I miss the way we used to be.
When I was what would bring you through.