Nota de suicidio ( en inglés )

[Porta]:
Not wanting to wake another day, and will be the last
few believe me, my Eden arrives today
I assume and not doubt, I swear
heart, my soul warns dead
not a threat, is a lie
I just still real
I left the door open and a note
written medium, are read with difficulty
Mom and dad goodbye, saying it
I went barefoot, no strength, no desire
I imagined myself on the floor, dead, and nobody cried
walk a lonely street
everything is dark and raining
I watch the street lamps
and the shift in time hurts
the edge of my knife I click, is it
reach the end of the easy way
life is beautiful
I seek only to be alone now
in a maze without exit
I stopped to ask for help from God
I talk to my conscience, alone
she asks me to pull the trigger
and I'm afraid to say goodbye
sorry if I failed again
shame I've noticed when I looked in the mirror Mom
sorry, I beg you!
not if I can explain
I'm sitting in a seventh floor varandilla
but I'm already dead inside and I'm tired
I'm tired of always living on the run from the past
I was a coward, I gave up more than once I almost
this point in my history book incomplete, or fight
blank pages, dyed red with my blood
I do not deserve a single tear
my suicide note was late
I signed a document with Satan
to break free I just have to jump no more. [CARRIER WITH SOMA]:
Jump, jump a gap that never ends
goes my life through my eyes and time to
but not see me face, shoot me bah!
my soul cries out from your body and
(x2) [SOMA]:
And I feel as if you were already dead
in a world of blind, one-eyed king
I passed through the port liner LP
is true, I have nothing to give or receive
sorrazos alert, lively open-mouthed
and just write, something is fuc*** up my mind
I am adopted son
too impulsive, I say
captive of the negative if flying is the end
that sliding wings
calo best lies, after this interval
Gift rhymes with my mouth shark
in the form of intimate words without pantomime
if you have the Z disc, bass
but I no longer want to live
It's too hard
when I die, spit on my grave
if you hurry, I made the spell
of eternal stupidity
I feel the stiffness in my muscles
it's liberating to live without a future
feeling of betrayal makes premature death
pure poison is what I feel I swear
with blood rage knew only apologize
when I was immature
tell my mother always loved her and sorry
my bro to look my words in the wind, when blowing
those who wished me ill, I wish them twice
for having made a noble heart pieces

[CARRIER WITH SOMA]:
Jump, jump a gap that never ends
goes my life through my eyes and time to
but not see me face, shoot me bah!
my soul cries out from your body and
(x2)

[Porta]:
I am alone in a silence that annoying and cry
Hear my last word, read my last letter
Lend attention, I only ask that, we need
drops of sweat fall from my eyes in my suicide note
feel unable to say no more,
few will mourn, but few will be happy
I saw my name on a tombstone and neither did me strange
how many loads I've carried for so few years
there is nothing to restrain me
take so long dead inside me there is nothing
I'm just another body, windblown
so violent that it blows the destination
no witness, no friends, there is no reason
I walk the road alone, is that the gates of heaven
no place for this pilgrim
God? seems to be lying, today I know if it is true
so that after death, there is another life.

[PORTA]
Today is Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday Thursday perhaps you
why not in my eyes but not raining
may I keep your memory alive
if the exiles do not want to send me straight to oblivion

[SOMA]
Today is Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday Thursday perhaps you
why not in my eyes but not raining
may I keep your memory alive
if the exiles do not want to send me straight to oblivion

[CARRIER WITH SOMA]:
Jump, jump a gap that never ends
goes my life through my eyes and time to
but not see me face, shoot me bah!
my soul cries out from your body and
(x4)