Out loud

The other night, the sky was screaming at the world
I tried to tell you how I feel, but I was never good with words
Pictures on the wall hang over my head
Of broken dreams and promises, the things I never said

How do I love?
How do I love again?

I wish you were here
I wish you would call
I was never really okay
I was never really okay
And I wish you cared
I wish you would call
I was never really okay
I was never really okay

I just never said it out loud, out loud
I never said it out loud

Holding on too tight, head up in the clouds
Heaven only knows where you are now
It feels like you're still here, though I know you left
Your coat is in the closet, and your shoes are by the bed How do I love?
How do I love again?

I wish you were here
I wish you would call
I was never really okay
I was never really okay
And I wish you cared
I wish you would call
I was never really okay
I was never really okay

I just never said it out loud, out loud
I never said it out loud

Oh
I never said it out loud, no
Oh

I wish you were here
I wish you would call
I was never really okay
I was never really okay
And I wish you cared
I wish you would call
I was never really okay
I was never really okay

I just never said it out loud, out loud
Out loud
I just never said it out loud, out loud