Smash your enemies

I hope i'm alive
to witness your demise
make you feel my sorrow
encompass all my pain
that i've felt for years
dreading each dying day
hanging by a thread
on the edge of my sanity
When i wake up the real nightmare begins
Will i make through my time in living hell?
do i possess the strength to smash my fears into the ground?
i've tried to be strong
i've tried to overcome but i don't think i possess the strength to carry on
i'm torn between, and there's no right choice
i've gotta fight back
i won't be scarred for life.