Suicidal

I can't close my eyes
staring straight into the empty sky
feeling trapped an overfilled with lies
i can't deny
these lovely thoughts of death has crossed my mind
I can't deny
death is on my mind
I can't close my eyes
i'm feeling trapped inside a world of lies
i can't see what's real, it's all disguised
i can't deny
these lovely thoughts of death has crossed my mind
I hate this world
i hate this life
I focus on the strength
the strength i'm building up inside
i feel it growing stronger every day
strong enough to take my life away
I have closed my eyes
my final rest saved me from all those lies
it's over, i'm free from this pain called life
i can't deny
i'm dead, i'm cold, i'm six feet under ground
I can't deny
i'm dead, i'm cold, it ain't no lie
I focus on the strength
the strength i'm building up inside
i feel it growing stronger every day
strong enough to take my life away
Suicidal!