Wake up call

It seems this lost time disappeared
to somewhere so far away off this land,
getting there is hard
wasted accomplishments,
more angry faces is not for me
still i'm trying
I think there's so much more to learn
on how easy the all so hard appear to be
what can i do than take it out on you
Today started off tired as usual
when the lightning has struck me it was 10 am
i know that she noticed my eyes stuck on her view
again the week is over
I hope this friday i will find her
hoping she's the one i've been looking for
what more is left to say
Grey skies, head down
facing the crowd, anybody know
what the hell am i singing about
something i am trying to figure out