You are my shelter

I watch the sky and it's turning to grey
my emotions are like a storm deep inside me
i don't want to feel, but it's so fuc*** real
this shit is back again and it's killing me
I want to tell you, but i can not explain
in my words selfish, uncontrollable rage
i feel the fear, i feel the hate
and i feel i am going insane
Look at me, i hit the bottom
i'm out of my mind, i lose the control
give me something, the pain is killing me
you are my shelter, you are my shelter
I'm going through changes, i don't understand
it came from nothing and now i feel it everywhere
i'm in secure, im going down
i feel so lonely in this deep and dark hole
Give me your hand, i need your help
even if i hurt you, please try to forgive me
now i'm not myself, now i'm someone else
show me the way, i want to come back
Look at me, i hit the bottom
i'm out of my mind, i lose control
give me something, the pain is killing me
you are my shelter, you are my shelter